- Confusing - trying to figure out who I was and where I was going without God in my life.
- Depressing - Realizing that I couldn't be everything everyone else expected me to be.
- Alone - Lot's of acquaintances but no true friends.
Whenever I would look at pictures of myself I would cringe. But now I know that, "God created my inmost being; He knit me together in my mother's womb...I am fearfully and wonderfully made...I was woven together in the depths of the earth, and His eyes saw my unformed body, all my days were ordained by Him before one of them came to be." Psalm 139:13-16.