Now if you're a faithful reader of my blog you know that on more than one occasion I've labeled myself a control freak. I'm not so much a "cast your care" (1 Peter 5:7) kind of gal. I'm more like, let me take matters into my hands until I screw things up so bad I have no other choice than to rely on the God of the Universe to straighten them out. Funny thing is even though I know I don't have any control, I still believe that I can control things. The bible says, "apart from me (Jesus) you cannot do anything." John 15:5. Since everything the Bible says is true then that means I don't have control over anything, period. On my own, I'm likely to fail.
We can't control anything, most of all our husbands, family, children, friends, jobs, economic situations, eating, ect... But by letting God in on it we can expect real lasting and promising change (in God's timing of course). God is in control of the entire universe so what makes us think for even a second that we can make things happen apart from Him?
Then one night I found myself lying in bed crying out to God asking, no begging, Him to take it. God's word says in Matthew 11:28-30 , “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light". Remembering His words gave me the desire to take God up on His amazing offer and I finally said, God, Lexi is yours these behavior issues are now yours. I'm gonna take your burden which is simply to love her and I'm gonna let you deal with the rest. Send us help.
And help came. Now things are beginning to change. I'm not going to say that's it's all gone away miraculously or that it hasn't required a lot of work but by letting God guide my steps and allowing Him to put the people in place to help us, the situation has been looking up. After praying, we were able to get the help of an advocate who is arranging a behavior modification for us in the school and working with us to help better socialize Lexi. As well as providing us the resources we need to parent her in ways that she needs. I can tell you that this has brought so much peace to my life.
By this one small example I'm now coming to the realization that I can give Him all the rest of my burdens, and He will not only take it, but He will happily take my junk and return to me peace and help. Phil 4:6-7 reminds us, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." The peace of God which transcends (which means, to outdo or exceed in excellence, elevation, extent, surpass; excels) all understanding. It's a bigger peace than we can even imagine. You can't get it anywhere else but from God and you can't get it any other way but by prayer.
What are you trying to control today? What do you need to surrender? Let me encourage you to surrender it ALL. Let go and Let God. Remembering that this is the God of the entire universe who will take care of it. He will never disappoint you. "So do not fear for I am with you. Do not be dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10.